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October 14th, 2006

11:19 pm well. i just thought you'd all like to know that its not complicated anymore.  :)  everything turned out a-okay and im happier than ever. thats all i have to say. ohyeah. and guess what. it snowed a few days ago. :D  it was exciting. Current Mood: happy

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September 24th, 2006

01:30 pm - mmm...? i realized something. i have issues. grrr. i need to sort them out. :( shitttttynightlastnight. hmm... Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: boys like girls

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September 19th, 2006

05:50 am - apostofnothingness im updating again.  school has started. and its alright i suppose.  its the third week and already i've had a shitload of homework.. i guess thats the price you pay when your a junior. hah. i like writing in here.  not a lot of people read it which is exciting because i dont feel like everyones prying into my personal life. things have been going well. not as much drama. but theres a little as always. i stayed home from school today because i didnt feel good.  im kinda sick.  but im feeling better now that i slept most of the day. i almost wish i didnt stay home tho. its that kind of weather again. the beautiful but cold and lovely. i love it. although its kindof depressing.  it reminds me of a lot of things that hopefully i wont be reminded of all the time. i dont know why but usually every winter or fall. when it starts to get cold. it becomes very depressing. there are few reasons behind it. which is why i love this weather and hate it at the same time...  i want to go outside and play but i cannot because i stayed home.  itsucks. hopefully tomorrow it will look like this. i need to start getting my winter things out.  i think i need a scarf. and some mittens. and i nice warm sweatshirt. that'll be just dandy and should satisfy me until im completely frozen when the snow starts to fall. they say we wont get much snow this year. im hoping thats not true. i love the snow. its a stupid reasoning but when everything around me is completely white. i feel like i stand out. which is amazing. to me anyway.  mmm. i think i need to shower. hah. im in a very "trance-like" mood.  not angry or sad. its lovely.  i wish i could go outside...  i think i shall go now. muchlove  :) Current Location: myhouse Current Mood: calm Current Music: the spill canvas

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July 26th, 2006

05:22 pm - wow well. i have pretty much gone a year without updating this thing. so i decide to right now. im chillin at brianas and im happy. we've been hangin out a lot lately and its a lot of fun. hehe shes amazing and i love her. its been a long time since i've spent this much time with her and im really happy i have been. summers about halfway thru and it sucks but its alright at the same time. soo much has happened since the last time i updated... jeez. well.. i dont have a computer anymore and it sucks ass. i dont have digital cable either. my dvrs gone... :( haha its alright. im trying to get out of the house a lot more which is fun. i goto delano to chill with briana then make her come back with me. i cut my hairr!! haha that was awhile ago tho and i've been chillin with andy and tony since andys back from germanyyyy!! lol whoop! yesss. so i dunno i guess i've been havin fun over the summer so far. im friends with ryan again which is kool. i quit doin drugs. im happy about that. i dont need them, i dont need them to have fun cuz i have learned to without 'em. im extremely happy im done with all that shit now. really i feel happier and a better person. i guess im happy now. really happy. :) haha buahhhhh. i dont know what else to say. there is absolutely no drama in my life and thats wonderful! hehe... well.. i guess theres maybe a little but its not so overwhelming anymore. i've actually become friends with a lot of people that i didnt really like... before.. haha. i've lost a few friends but thats okay. it doesnt really bother me. welp. im gonna go cuz i dont know what else to say. haha. Current Mood: happy Current Music: taking back sunday - makedamnsure

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